so that day
the strange forces came
again.
it is all a very sad affair,
how i so knowingly sentimentalize
this and
then go back to the cycle
of getting thrown into the
the damned dilemma of righteousness
and logic.
if i have to describe very
matter of factly
what this is:
it is this enduring naggy feeling
that extents from the upper torso
into some part of the head
that signals pain.
then i would do things
out of character
like selftalk excessively
and feel this stupid
longing-ness.
it is really not
a very comfortable feeling.
GO ON ROLL YOUR
COLD UNSYMPATHETIC EYES AT ME
I AM SADZZZZ_88.
it would be nice
if i could develop
some real
adult thoughts
as immunity to this
Really Bad Feeling.
11:57 PM